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(no subject) [Dec. 2nd, 2004|05:57 pm]
april
[I am |chipperchipper]
[Listenin' 2 |none]

this is y i love amanda. i step away from the computer and she writes this.

 doigt je:  i
doigt je: 
beat you
doigt je: 
but now you arent responding
doigt je: 
lame
doigt je: 
and you still arent responding
doigt je: 
hmm
doigt je: 
are you running around with that bobcat again?
doigt je: 
he's bad news you know
doigt je: 
with his fur comingout of his ears all bobcat like
doigt je: 
and his tail
doigt je: 
psh
doigt je: 
i'm way cooler than the bobcat
doigt je: 
you know what else is cooler than the bobcat?
doigt je: 
my llama
doigt je: 
fuck yes my llama
doigt je: 
i mean yeah he spits nasties
doigt je: 
but he's awesome
doigt je: 
and he doesnt kill innocent housepets like that damn bobcat
doigt je: 
and you better read all of this
doigt je: 
from the begining
doigt je: 
cause it's important stuff
doigt je:  -waits-

<3333333

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sick of the drama [Nov. 17th, 2004|09:01 pm]
april
[I am |coldcold]
[Listenin' 2 |none]

so i turned 17 last tuesday. thought things would be different but no. things r the same. same ole bullshit same ole drama. one thing is for sure though....people need to stop talking shit about me to people i know. oh and they especially need to stop doing  it when I can hear them. no need to name names, the people know who they are. and one things for sure, it needs to fucking stop.
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I'M SO EXCITED!!! I JUST CAN'T HIDE IT!!! [Nov. 6th, 2004|10:26 pm]
april
[I am |indescribableWOWEEZ]
[Listenin' 2 |my tummy making its hungry noise]

ok so right now i don't think i could be happier. my ex Michael is in Georgia right now at training for the army AND HE JUST CALLED ME!!!!!! oh my gosh i haven't heard his voice in sooo long!! i started crying. he is coming to visit in december and is coming home for good at the beginning of february!! i am sooo happy right now. i havent felt this happy in FOREVER. its like this whole week has been weird and then thursday nite it turned happy and it is still happy!!!

on a different note i got to hang out with jenna and megan on thursday. we had an OC party. it was fun. i hadnt seen jenna in a looong time so it was nice to hang out with her again.

oh i finally got a picture of my car. its not a very good one but eh. oh man and i miss amanda. :( she doesnt go to berdoo n e more so i hardly ever see her. last time she stayed the nite we took funny pictures. here are a few.

 

bobbstuffs, pervness and pedroCollapse )

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(no subject) [Oct. 28th, 2004|04:30 pm]
april
[I am |dorkydorky]
[Listenin' 2 |switchfoot]

AHHH i am gonna hurt Philip!!! haha. (some of u know y)

i am going to my friends's Halloween parties on saturday!!! it is gonna be fun. i am trying to convince my mom to let me saty the night at candace's but who knows if she will but hopefully!!

12 more days til my birthday......YAY!!!

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(no subject) [Oct. 23rd, 2004|05:00 pm]
april
[I am |indescribableindescribable]
[Listenin' 2 |none]

 i wanna be your lover
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my brain is going ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!! [Oct. 4th, 2004|07:29 pm]
april
[I am |exhaustedexhausted]
[Listenin' 2 |none]

man this week is ca-razy!!! it is senior week and we have all this crap going on plus the senior float to do. sheeeeesh!!! i talked to jade today!!! i am gonna go see her soon hopefully. well g2g do homework. ugh
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i miss my jadey-poo!!!! [Sep. 19th, 2004|12:09 am]
april
[I am |gloomygloomy]
[Listenin' 2 |bowling for soup--emily]

my friend jade just went off to college at UCSB. very sad. very very sad. i don't know y cuz i will still c her a lot but its not the same. now my bed is gonna be empty. it is gonna feel weird waking up in the middle of the night and not  seeing her there. :( </3
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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2004|11:59 pm]
april
[I am |cheerfulcheerful]
[Listenin' 2 |me humming]

so i decided to name my car. his name is.... (drumroll please)........

PEDRO!!!!

thats right i named my car pedro. so tonight me, megan and pedro went riding along and took a toooon of picks while we were riding in pedro. (haha) unfortunately i dont have the software to put them up but hoooooooopefully i will soon.

 it was sooooo fun tonight 2!! my first official day with pedro. awww. pedro is awesome. megan and me went cruising everywhere. it was nice.

well g2g now PEACE!!!!

<3333333

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(no subject) [Aug. 31st, 2004|12:14 am]
april
[I am |bouncyFUCKIN' HAPPY AS HELL]

I GOT A 2003 RED MITSUBISHI LANCER!!!!!!

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i wanna be...... [Aug. 30th, 2004|02:17 am]
april
[I am |confusedconfused]
[Listenin' 2 |avril lavigne-under my skin]

i dont know what to think n e more. things used to be so easy now everything is soo complicated. y cant things go back to how they were?? i wish they would. then i wouldnt have to deal with all the pain and there would just be happiness. then again, if things did go back to how they were they might get worse again and then i would have to go through all the pain once again. maybe it is better this way after all. only one thing makes me happy and i cant have that. i wanna go back to the eighth grade where all of this started and stop it from happeneing but its too late now. the damage is done and i have proof.

 

"I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again."

 

i wanna be pretty

i wanna be happy

i wanna be smart

i wanna be motivated

i wanna be skinny

i wanna be appreciated

i wanna be understood

i wanna be wanted

i wanna be loved

i wanna be noticed

i wanna be normal

 

i wanna be SOMEBODY ELSE!!!

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